jie_feng

chey chey

2008-08-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

hahhas.. so long nvr come in le... :x

dnt play lah ooi.. sian -.-

haizz.. like boring you know... tell me or suggest me wad to do lah..

who can be a good person help me.. bleahxP..

nth much actually. having exam so like i wan study study lah..

bbyes!!!

blah blah blah...

2008-06-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

Today weather vry good.. i wan to sleep..
Zz.. met one new gan, jun hui mei mei..
lols, den ytd kor kor cme my house and download some songs to his psp.. lols..
my parants at hme he still cn talk on de phone abt love..
wtf... i nearly kana scolded and i think my parents heard wd he said..

but i think they dnt even gv a damm.. hehe..
lols, tml vry happy bcoz gng to school..
hahas.. nth le larhs...
bbyes

thing turns around..

2008-06-11T23:19:00.000-07:00

sunddenly some happy feeling come to me..
i dunno wheter cn this happy feeling last long..
hahahs..

finally smile come back to me..
but wheter is it a real or fake.
we may nt know whn will it be leak out..
let just see things go on..

hahahs..
'it'll work out somehow..'
it really did..

i dunno anything else alr..
i am now...
hungry and tired..
tired but cnt sleep...

lols...
today is a new day..
nid to do exercise bcuz kor say so..
25 pumpings
50 sit ups
20 squats

lols.. nth else to post for now.
ltr maybe post smth else and no one will know wad it is..
even i myself dunno...

good morning.. ^^

2008-06-11T21:22:00.000-07:00

now is 12.30...
or around tht time lah.. hehe

my hair last time auto spike, long long
dunno wad shyt,
now wanna become botak le..
thx to someone.. hehe..

sian.. ytd talk to jcoelyn for a while on the phone,
den afiq my good friend come inside.
daddy oso got come inside for a while den he go sleep le..

my mei mei say wanna patch wid him,
all was my fault..
some ppl may not understand,
and ask me..
they patch is a good thing, why is it your fault??
hehe..

very boring sial.. malaysia good..
today den de school start le,
just now chat chat wid my friend frm malaysia..
she say gtg bcuz got school..
hehe..

just now actually wanna change de skin de
but need to click here click there
i gv up lah.. very sian..

thts all bahhs..

you told me tht your feelings are fading away..
actually it was sumthing tht is hard to believe..
i dnt blame you for tht...
bcuz i told you once
if your feelings are fading away i wun blame you..
i wanna hold you tightly, and i dnt wish to let you go..
but even if i do tht, i know you will nt be happy..
nth cn be a good thing in earth..
no matter wad will happen, i still love you..
this all i wanna say..

2008-06-03T10:16:00.000-07:00

midnght wake up, after i do the things i wan to do, nth to do le..
den go ppl blog to see got wad stuff inside lor..
i found something tht see now, or forever..
Because my heart will only be with you..
you tell me to find a suitable girl for myself..
but actually, you are the one

others who blame you, is their wrong, is their thinking..
all the blame, shld come to me..
I dnt care wad happen to others,
i oso dnt care wad will happen next,
even if i lose my life,
i will still be asking you the same question..

all blame you, saying you cheat my feelings,
all non-sense they say,
is because they dnt know wad is the truth..
i am de one, hu letting the blame come in to myself..
becos i dnt wan to see you being so sad..

maybe, that day was the only time we been tgt,
and the time was also very short..
you gave me something tht i couldn't return you..
and i wish to return you wid me own life..
and i oso wish tht,
tht wasn't de last time we been tgt..
becosi wanna see future shine and bright..

to tell you the truth,
you are the only one in my heart..
i may just gv you de word sry easily,
which i dnt like to say to others..
you tell me your feelings is still de same as last time,
i oso wanna tell you tht..
but you think de other way,
and i am too weak to change your mind..
the word sry,
is to apologize wad you think..

i dnt wish to see you cry everytime..
and i oso cnt take this heavy blow..
now, if you wish to end it all..
but i nvr say i wanna do tht..
maybe wad you think was wrong?
i really wanna change wad you think..
and let us return to the way last time it was..

things wanna go, it just go..
things nvr think about others feeling..
things is sometimes an angle, somtime an devil..
things only appear as angle for a momment..
things will not vanish becoz it is too kind..
things shld be vanish becoz it is too evil..
things will show you the true form after sometime..

i myself was a easygoing person..
things will work out when it needs to be..
this phrase really means a lot..
but now.. it means nth..
it will not work out everytime..
i dnt wanna change into another person again..

no matter wad it takes, even my life..
my heart will always be there..
thts all i could say to you..
and i oso dnt wish to use words tht shouln't be use..
i only got one phrase for you..
i love you..

sad sad sad... T.T

2008-06-01T03:19:00.000-07:00

come in for a while lor.. too boring..
I really just cnt believe that wad is hapenning now..

just becos of some morons, this thing happen..
why?
wad exactly happen?
if you really tell me that the feeling is really freakin fading away,
i still cn accept the fact..

but is not becos of feelings but some morons..
without them, him or her,
we wun end up like that..
why why why?
i really nth to say le..
i am now nth but some useless ppl..

one week+ one day..
thats all i know..
haizzz.. am i at the wrong side,
or the correct side, or at nowhere..
i am now back to myself..
the emo one..

i wun put myself into any feeling alr..
just only hoping to get you back..
my heart only belong to you..
but you just leave it aside and ignore it..

maybe that i was not fated to be with you..
but the fact just dnt come to me in a way..

thats all ..
now i only cn put myself in nowhere..

boring boring boring...

2008-05-31T19:17:00.000-07:00

lols, today my cousin early in the morning den come guai lan wid me..
dulan liao.. -.-

ytd nvr wake up because i lazt to turn on this com..
now den i vry tired..
because of you i cnt sleep well..
hahahs..
just now happy happy den i go in friendster..
go leave coments for some ppl lor..
lols..
hearing some songs now, do nth lor..
nvm lah.. hahahs.
i promise i wun emo le, i good boy..

sleep is the best la hor.. hahhas.
thats all lah..
i nth to say le..
wish this midnight i got energy to wake up lor..

i bet everyone is resting or rather sleeping..

2008-05-29T01:42:00.000-07:00

lols, sian bodoh..
just now around 12+ talk to sumone
den kana caught by father..
cnt talk le lor

I good boy, i just now read storybook..
you know why?
because i afternoon sleep le,
now cnt sleep le lor..

Come in and post for fun and laughter..
Because i cnt think what to do now..
Daddy wan to die.. I am so sad

that all for now..
not sure ater wan to come in and post any boring things a not..
-.-
that is me life..
Em0Fr3ak..

Promise that someone not to emo lor.
Thinking a way to change the emo habbit..
lols..
everyone go rest la hor..
or go sleep wadeva it is..

I am like nth but a cold blooded zombie now
thinking nothing,
do nothing..
maybe could say
two hands out, jumping around..

Training camp wan come le..
haizz.
of cos wun be relaxxing lah
because that name of the camp
already tell you the damm meaning..

-zZz-
is that i sign of resting or wadeva you call it..
haizz..
bored...
-ZzZ-

hmwk hmwk hmwk!!! arhs!!

2008-05-28T04:10:00.000-07:00

So long never come to blog already, now finally come back...

So, my life just goes on normally, a bit boring hor, stay at home like some fruit that is going to spoil..

Holidays come already, a boring holiday..
No one at home to talk to me.
Got hmwk in moodle.
Need to finish it up when school reopen.

I wish this is a slackers world,
no one is there to call you do your works.
too bad that my result suxx!!
need to buck up and be smarter..

I think it is done for today..
i wish that i could sleep nicely.
dunno whose fault not to make me sleep nicely?

'[boring]' haizz

result

2008-05-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hahahs... So today my exam result come out le lor..
steady de i tell you..
3 pass 3 fail.

english               :18/45
mother tougue :29/70
                            36/70
                            10/20
history               :20/75
geography         :55/100
science               :72/100 (quite good)
math                  :81/100 (ohkay lor)

hahahs, wish the next term can get better marks lor.. wad to do?

today i mistaken sembawang as serangoon... go wrong place, get lost. Tired sia

hahahs, cannot sleep because i not feeling like it.. good boy, do math project
i dun wan to get the marks but
i cannot make my group member angry mahhs,
so i just do what they want me to do lor..
haiz... see i so good. =D

dunno what to do now lah.. hahahs

marking day.... -.-

2008-05-13T17:53:00.000-07:00

Sian lah.. to day my school have marking day, so we don't have to go to school..
for some people it is a good thing,
but for me, it is absolutely i very very bad thing..
don't ever say i like study so i don;t like holidays
It is juz that it is too boring to stay at home yourself...
zzzzz
zzzz
zzz
zz
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getting into DEEP sleep.
Luckily my father make me go to my cousin's house.
[at least got A company, someone to talk to..]
so that i won;t talking to myself at home...
Now i am still in my house
why i haven't go to my cousin's house?
because i don't like to be squash between human
either in the bus or the train..
i will be leaving my house in 9.30
[got things to do]

thats all for today...

END of exam

2008-05-12T19:34:00.001-07:00

Exam is over today... Yay!!!

Well, I now at Khairi's house, blogging... Jeremy and Jaren are beside me lols... Watching rush hour 3 here... Hearing I'll wait for you, by Elliot Yamin...

Nothing to do here, just wish time could travel faster... At night i am going to have barbecue.. Well, i will be extra there because i will be the only 1e1 there...

Life went normal today, but the exam is only 30 minutes. It is the listening comprehension. What a waste of my time...

Dzul just only called Jeremy and he said that his father will come and pick us up...

That all i will write for today... Wish everyone will have a happy day...

EXAMS!!!!

2008-05-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

Exam is going to over but it is not over yet.... ARHS!!!

Next monday and Tuesday still got exam arh... Boring sia. Science sux a lot... i don't like it because the exam is so hard ..

Exam gives me stress.. You could say that way because i could not sleep properly at night... Maybe is that i am worry on my studies.. I hate to admit it but I really dnt like study that much..

Feeling better after all the practical exam... What left is that the mother tongue oral exam... I don't like chinese that much but i still speak chinese oftenly...

My birthday is coming... I don't like my birthday because for some reason, it just bring bad luck to me... I remember dunno which year my exam result came out. It went very very bad... I was thinking why wuold these result come out in my birthday. In the end, i got cane by my parent.. OUCH!!!

EXAM EXAM EXAM!!!! I just don't like this 4 letter. BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY!!! I also don't like this 8 words... HAIZZZ... T.T

A reason for my URL

2008-05-04T04:37:00.000-07:00

There is reason for my URL being darkthroughmy-heart.blogspot.com.

Today i just thought of what i did wrong for the first semester. Then i remember that last Wednesday there is a math remedial. I went for it even i don't need to go. Well, I made a lot of noise inside because I am being childish.

After sometime, one of my classmate cannot control his temper and he shouted 'shut up' at me. Normally he will also make a lot noise with me but this is the first time he behave like that. He is worry about his progress but i made he frustrated.

I just made someone upset by accident. How useless I am. Today, I apologize to him. Thank god he forgave me. I felt very sad to upset someone and lose a friend. but now i can don't worry so much.

Exams are coming so i cannot blog so often. Tomorrow will be a very boring morning because no one will go to school with me. I need to go to school myself and i cannot chat with anyone during the journey. HIAZZ

a new start

2008-05-02T16:13:00.000-07:00

Yo, I am Jie Feng... i just only start blogging today.

I meet up with my friend, Matthias at Yishun MRT station. Actually we wanted to take bus to school but we end up taking the MRT because i wanted to meet Sheryl... She is just my friend, so don't think anyhow think... >.<

I went to school with Sheryl and Jocelyn to school. Time today passes very slow. I had a stomachache in school and I think i ate to much sweet last night...

Anyway, I think it is time to stop for today... Wish everyone had a nice day and don't be like me, always had a stomachache... [: